Im not so sure on this yet, but I think I might give up everything that there is to do with elsword.
My reason's arnt private, its basically everything thats happened. Nai being scammed hurt, and krystal(yaju) deciding to leave only a week before didnt help. not to mention the fact that Ive started hating my old close friends and now rukil's problem coming to light, which also caused him to be removed from the guild. every part of this is all linked to my inability to actually LEAD this guild.
not only that, but my own situation at home is turning terrible. so much so that Im losing sleep to post this, Ive been broke for the past while but only recently has it REALLY become a problem. not only that but my only prospective job's are not really great. there's also the problem I had with school, I started failing and didnt even last HALF a year at the school I had went to. however, not only that, but that has put me into a debt that I CANNOT pay off.
I'd like to say I could focus on real life instead of a game, but I cant. mainly because of all the damage my "leadership" has caused. If anyone finds a fault in what I've said please let me know, but as it stands Im going to quit by the end of this week.